hypocrite's conscious

blogging = boring

2009-02-05T08:04:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry if I've offended you in any way because of the title. I guess it only applies to people like me but that does NOT give you the advantages of trashing me or what I'm about to blog because of that okay! (yes I actually do know people who are that self centered) For now I just can't find it in myself to blog anymore. I mean do I really want to put myself through typing a bunch of stuff, waiting for photos to upload, ..... Hmm.. I was hoping to have more stuff to babble about but I guess that's pretty much all the downsides there is but I really do hate waiting for photos to upload okay especially when you've got loads of photos to upload. Okay as I was saying, do I really want to put myself through all that trouble just for a blog that nobody reads?

NO.

It was much more fun when it was new and all but I guess blogging is like milk. It gets sour. Sorry I'm at a blogger's stump right now. Can't even figure out proper words to tie up to a sentence. So yes. With this, I bid you goodbye. Maybe if I suddenly feel an itch in my finger that can only be scratched by blogging, I will. (that was lame I know. Don't like it? Bite me why don't you?) Until then, toodles to people who don't read my blog.

new blog.

2009-01-09T09:35:00.000-08:00

I've got a new blog. Ask and you shall receive.haha.

want an update? here!

2008-12-09T09:07:00.000-08:00

Lemon tagged Pris and Pris tagged me. Don't ask me why I haven't been blogging. Now I'm blogging. Double tag...

A. Attached or Single?
♥ single (shut up KJ/Mel/Chel/Lemon) =)

B. Best Friend?
♥ Look up

C. Cake or pie?
♥ right now.. pie.. yummy!

D. Day of choice?
♥ Monday because right now I aint got no school! haha

E. Essential item?
♥ hubby (handphone)
p.s. I'm sorry things have to come to this stage but I'm starting to think that I need to get with someone new. Someone with higher megapixels and better sound systems. I loved you. x)

F. Favorite colour?
♥ Purple Flurple

G. Gummy bears or worms?
♥ Gummy bears. I like eating off their heads. HAHA

H. Hometown?
♥ Berak. I mean Perak

I. Favorite indulgence?
♥ Me time. Long shower, hair treatment, body scrub, facial, mani & pedi, and the newest edition of Cleo. Owh yeah...

J. January or July?
♥ July. Closer to my birthday...? haha

K. Kids?
♥ twins please. Might as well get it over with one shot. Haha

L. Life isn’t complete without?
♥ People around you. No man's an island.

M. Marriage date?
♥ ask my husband.

N. Number of brothers and sisters?
♥ 2 brothers and 1 sister

O. Oranges or Apples?
♥ Oranges. I just love the pulp and how it pops in your mouth when u bite them and all the juice comes out

P. Phobias?
♥ Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth(okay i don't have this but it's funny okay!)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books.(haha yes i don't have this too)
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns. ( I used to have it when I was a kid)
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. (haha. How ironic is this right?) haha
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia) This one I am still very much afraid of.
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple. (wth?!) Refer to question F)
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.(This is just weird)

Q. Quotes?
♥ You are so lame, you make Candice look not lame -By KJ, Mel and Chel

R. Reasons to smile?
♥ Baskin Robbins! haha

T. Tag 5 people
♥ you you yoU!! The fella who's willing to read this. haha.

U. Unknown fact about me ?
♥ I use to eat toothpaste when I was a toddler. Hey! Don't laugh okay!

V. Vegetable?
♥ green...?

W. Worst habit?
♥ Checking myself in the mirror everytime I walk pass one. hehe

X. X-ray or Ultrasound?
♥ I don't know. Never had either one so... yes..

Y. Your favorite type of food?
♥ Spicy..

Z. Zodiac sign?
♥ Libra

2nd tag. By Pris

The rules:
-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. I would marry John Mayer
2. I would have an affair with Jon Mclaughlin
3. I know no1 and no2 will never happen.
4. I don't really care bout no3
5. I can't throw stuff away.
6. I'm wearing an orange top
7. I ate oranges just now
8. I don't really have CWS (celebrity worship syndrome)

Tag:
1. you
2. you
3. you
4. you
5. you
6. you
7. you
8. and the fella reading this

-You-

First Name – Candice
Nickname – Mountain x). No seriously.
Name you wish you had - Candice Lee Suet Yee ( I've always liked that name. Please don't ruin it by telling me you're name is Suet Yee or you know someone called Suet Yee)
What do people normally mistake your name as – *rolls eyes* Cindy (wth) Candy
Birthday - 26.09.91
Birthplace – Klang
Time of Birth – 6 something in the morning.
Single or taken - Refer to first tag
Zodiac sign – Libra

-Your Appearence-

How tall are you – I think you mean "how short are you?".157cm
Wish you were taller – yea... I wanted to be a pilot. Stop laughing
Eye color - Brownish black
Eye color you want – Green. Owh wait. I do have green eyes. (contact lenses)
Natural Hair color – Brownish Black
Current Hair color – Brownish Reddish Black.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – Nah...
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – was a few years ago. I learnt my lesson
Glasses or contacts – coloured ones. Nope, no power
Do you wear make-up – yup.
Ever had hair extensions – Don't need em.
Paint your nails - Yup. Currently black

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes – Green
What color hair - Brown
Shy or Outgoing – Super outgoing
Sexy or Cute - Sexy baby!
Serious or Fun – FUN FUN!! =) I need someone who can make me laugh all the time
Older or Younger than you – Older.. I can't even go for guys my age
A turn on - One hell of a good kisser
A turn off - BO

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolates - Flowers. Because I've got chocolate in the fridge.
Pepsi or Coke - Coke
Rap or Rock – Rap.
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship.
School or Work - Neither? haha
Love or Money – Love. I can earn my own money.
Movies or Music - Who could possibly choose?
Country or City – City.
Friends or Family - Both

-Have you ever-

Lie – Nope. Owh wait, I just did.
Stole something- your heart? haha..
Smoked - Smoked a chicken before la.. haha
Hurt someone close to you – yea.. sorry
Broke someone's heart - Yea.
Had your heart broken - Yup
Wondered what was wrong with you - And I did find out
Wish you were a prince/princess - nope. I'm happy just the way I am
Liked someone who was taken – Liked? yup.
Shaved your head - Hell NO
Used chopsticks - I'm chinese. Fullstop
Sang in the mirror to yourself – haha. YES

-Favorites-
Flower – Roses and White Lily
Candy – cotton
Song – Slow dancing in a burning room. Never gets old
Scent - I like fruity scents. Too many to name
Color - Purple
Movies- Too many
Singer – John Mayer. His voice... *melts*
Word – "huh?"
Junk food – roller coasters (cheese only) Rocky!!
Website – none
Location – I like high places and beaches.No where in particular right now.
Animal - I'm torn between dogs and cats

-Misc-

Ever cried over someone - you like asking stupid questions don't u?
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – my flabs. haha
Do you think you're attractive - nope. Too short for ppl to even notice I exist. HAHA
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – None.
Do you play any sports – I mainly cheer and play handball but of course I do other sports as well. Just not as often

love love love

2008-11-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

No limits,
no lines are drawn
The whole world disappears when we're alone
That thin white cotton dress is blowing in the wind
She takes my hand
and the dance begins

With every move she makes
I'm deeper than I've been
Holding on and letting go
She just keeps giving in
Taking me higher and further
There she goes again
Giving more than she takes
Cuz it's more than love she makes,
She goes all the way

No questions
no talking at all
Only the sound of our hearts as they fall
No matter what I need, her answer's always yes
I only have to dream
and she does the rest

with every move she makes
I'm deeper than I've been
holding on and letting go
She just keeps giving in
and taking me higher and further
there she goes
Giving more than she takes
cuz it's more than love she makes
She goes all the way

With every move she makes
I'm deeper than I've been
Holding on and letting go
She just keeps giving in
Taking me higher and further
there she goes again
Giving more than she takes
Cuz it's more than love she makes
She goes all the way

What could be a better combination than Rascal Flatts and Jamie Foxx?
This is absolutely my new found favourite love song...

31 legged race

2008-11-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

OMG!! I fell in love with a new sport. It's called the 31 legged race. Let the video do the talking. I'm all gibberish now because I'm in awe. Watch it! Just search on youtube. I malas wanna find it for you. haha! Go Japan!!

Edit...
I went and look at the videos on youtube and it's horrid. Haha.

In love!!!

2008-11-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

This adorable charm bracelet is only Rm24.90!
available at http://stephaniefong.blogspot.com/

Available at http://missglamm.blogspot.com/ for Rm 120

Dear Santa, to give you a clearer view of exactly what I want, I decided to post up the pictures instead.

save me

2008-11-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

If this headache doesn't kill me, I will

random pictures about random things from random days

2008-11-10T05:31:00.000-08:00

I"m "STUDYING" haha

Birdy sheltering from rain

See birdy?

My new belt. tee hee

Isn't gula melaka suppose to be in melaka? haha.. I found it at a nearby market.
Yummy-licious

See DOPEY!?!!

Yes, it's see through..and please ignore the clothes on the floor..

Pretty flowers at my erm.. garden? space? area? lawn? compound?

SCREW SPM!

way back when...

2008-11-07T02:43:00.000-08:00

Way back when I was 12, I remember going to this place with a bunch of church members. We went there early in the morning not expecting much. When we got off the van, we were thrilled when we saw all the trees seemingly reaching for the sky, roads winding upwards forming a never ending letter "s". I don't remember doing much there other than us, the bunch of kids renting a bike and cycling up and down. I could have sworn my legs feel like they were going to fall off but once you reach the high points and you get to cycle down, you'd think all the hard work was worth it. From the gush of wind cooling you off, to the speed you achieve even without paddling making you feel so vulnerable on your flimsy little bicycle, it was just so satisfying. Gosh, I want to go back there. I wonder how is it like now after all these years. Owh just so you know, I'm talking about BUKIT CAHAYA SRI ALAM AGRICULTURAL PARK . I know what you're thinking okay. Like it's such a family-ishy place. *rolls eyes* Well I guess I have to agree that it's really not everyone's cup of tea. I on the other hand absolutely love cycling up there. It can really make you appreciate the nature and all it's beauty. It will honestly put you in awe of the majestic qualities of mother nature. Owh did I mention that there is a four season house up there? So after all the cycling, you can go up there and enjoy the chill of winter, blooming grace of roses and bronze of the autumn all in one place. I'm not sure if they got summer. I don't remember. And come on, isn't Malaysia summer enough? haha. It's a pretty place for taking photos *hint* haha.. Owh and a reminder, bring your own food so you can have a very relaxing picnic. There's actually alot more other features which I don't remember. I looked it up though.

There..... and pictures too...

The world's first agro-forestry park is a scenic 1,258ha site that offers some of the most stunning tropical vegetation, interesting nature trails and lots more." There are so many things to see and do here that you need more than a day to do it justice.

There are many species of birds and animals that reside here. Among them are Kingfishers, Magpies, Peacocks, Squirrels and Monkeys. Though shy, these residents will not fail to amaze you with their day-to-day activities of food hunting and mating habits.

The best way to see what this huge Agricultural Park has to offer is by bicycle, which can be rented here. Cycling up and down the hills, passing through beautiful lakes that decorate the Park is an exhilarating experience itself.

As cars and motorbikes are not allowed in the Park (except for those who stay overnight in one of the chalets in the Park), many of its attractions are accessible by the in-house bus service and bicycles for hire. Food and beverage stalls are located in every Garden and rustic timber chalets provide accommodation in the Traditional and Cultural Villages, and the Rest House area. If you prefer the great outdoors, campsites with barbecue facilities are available at Camar Rimba.

OPERATING HOURS:

8am - 5pm (Tuesday - Sunday) The park is closed every Monday except public and school holidays. For more information, please call +603-5510 6922/5510 7048.

ENTRANCE FEES:

Entrance fees are RM3 (adult) and RM1 (for child up to age 11 and senior citizens).
Additional fees to enter the Four Seasons Temperate Garden are RM3 (adult) and RM1 (for child up to age 11). *gasp. So not expensive*

So anyone interested? Leave a comment and we shall go together gether after SPM k?

Bappy Hirthday Yen Tung.

2008-11-04T09:41:00.000-08:00

Today is YT's Hirthday and also my last day of tuition. Yay! So that's an excuse to cam-slut.
First of all...pictures with the Birthday boy..

The card we got him..

The words we gave him...

The so called presents.. haha
Before he got the presents..

Candid shot after he got the pressie..

Now pose! Not Blink!

Much better...

Now... pictures of me and chel cam slutting. muahaha..
But first.. my cheesy fingers. haha

Okay now we pose..

See what my face looks like when u make me study?

She's squashing me..

The neckless me.. haha

Me and Chel's fingers..

The very cute digi candy box...

A candid shot of KJ which looks very nice btw! haha

Nashriq. haha

The hot Zaidi.. who's not so hot in this photo..

Please don't kill me KJ.

That's KJ's singer btw and Chel's hand covering his face

PictureS of the day... haha..Look at my pretty long nails. Tee hee x)

And Dolly loves me..

Underneath Your Clothes

2008-11-04T09:24:00.000-08:00

You're a song
Written by the hands of god
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

How amazing is this song?! It never gets old. I just noticed the lyrics today. Wow! so lovey dovey!

Melody!

2008-11-03T10:13:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry I made you feel like you missed out but I assure you that we didn't have as much fun cause you weren't there. The whole time we were saying " If only Mel was here" I promise you that we'll go again TOGETHER

like I said, we missed you banana papaya much.

My amazing weekend

2008-11-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

I had an INCREDIBLE weekend!! I went to sleepover Michelle's place. (Rachel's sister) Boy! I had so much fun! So what happen was we went there on a Saturday night but we went to Ikea first cause Michelle wanted to get some things for her apartment. Chel and I got lil toys. haha..Then we went to her house only to go out makan at a very nice food court and then went home and watched DVD till so late that we couldn't keep our eye lids open. So, yes.. you guessed it, we slept. Next morning, we woke up around 11 am and went SWIMMING!! We had so so so much fun. Gosh! I don't know where to begin. We were taking photos, doing stunts, tumbling into the water, swimming laps, cannonballing. haha (is that even a word?) So all in all, we had a lot of fun. It even rained!! Have you any idea what it feels like to swim in the rain? It's amazing! Well we weren't suppose to that for our safety and all. But heck! We weren't suppose to do half the things we did! Haha. We were kinda scared too.. Man we had so much fun! After swimming, we went to IOI mall and I got a top. Yay! And that's pretty much it but throughout the whole time, we were laughing. So there, that's solid proof that we had fun..

The toys we got... How cute!?

Michelle's duckies. She works at Digi.

The apartment's view..

She lives on the tenth floor. It's a looooong way down.. *gulp*

The fun we had swimming!

Owh and Chel found this. A four leaf clover. How lucky!

Then it started to rain and we had even more fun....see the raindrops?

Rachel did a heel stretch..

Rachel did a roundoff into the pool

And I jumped in! Please ignore my fat butt...
I did do a roundoff and a sort of front handspring but no photos.

Eventually, the rain stopped.. And this is how the place looks like.

Eating at Wendy's

The girl's ordering..

Yummy!

Michelle and Rachel. Don't they look exactly alike!!

Owh and my top. Hehe

cool video

2008-11-02T10:59:00.000-08:00

Gavin.. I love you...

2008-11-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who your with
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the high wire

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when i met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)(x2)

Out the many broken back doors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
from the thrones without needing innuendos,
But you found inner peace for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the tactless one has a short life

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when i met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)(x2)

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now i know there's nothing we can't reach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when i met her
Took my sweet time when i was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)(x3)
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
now someone understand me

I'm in love with Gavin DeGraw.. Man he can sing!!

p.s. will post about my amazing weekend tomorrow...

Librarian Jamuan

2008-10-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

And no, I still haven't found a word to replace "Jamuan". I woke up today, went to Rachel's house. We waited IMPATIENTLY for Melody and KJ to arrive. We were chatting and laughing like monkeys on a tickling spree and then we went for breakfast at Sri Mayuri. Boy we couldn't stop laughing. The whole time we were together, nobody could shut up and I laughed so hard, my tummy felt like it was gonna explode. Man I love you guys..

Without the vest

This is what being a librarian is all about...
looking like a brinjal...

Chel, Me and Mel..

Aw so lovable...

Don't they look like they're posing?? haha..

We rarely go to school in our uniforms.. haha..

So that's why we're shocked...

Mel's so short, she's the only one who can stand there..

HOW CUTE??!!

cupcakes.. homemade I think.. Pretty good..

Mel going crazy for cupcakes..

mel wanting us to join her in the photo..

Pn.Shahrul..

Edmond with his anugerah PSS paling "bekerjasama" haha

Nobody even invited her into the picture and she just barged in.. tsk tsk...

Mel trying to FIT IN the picture vertically speaking...

Mel

Me...

kit asked.

2008-10-30T01:02:00.000-07:00

Conversation on MSN.

kit says:
well, let me give u something to think about before u sleep

kit says:
up for it?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
what?

kit says:
a baseball bat and a ball cost 1.10 for both

kit says:
the bat is 1 bucks more expensive than the ball, how much is the ball?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
10 cents?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
let me guess.. that's the wrong answer?

kit says:
well, at least u know thats not the correct answer

kit says:
think again gurl

.candice. needs to shut up says:
1.10?

kit says:
both is 1.10

kit says:
how much is the ball?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
1.10?

kit says:
er..no

kit says:
think about it

kit says:
use that brain of yours

kit says:
u have one

kit says:
=)

.candice. needs to shut up says:
do u even know the answeR?

there was no reply and I was sleepy. So YOU. Use your brain and help me think. haha. Then I'll ask him and see if you got the right answer... Ta for now.. I NEED to sleep..

memories

2008-10-29T12:43:00.000-07:00

Memories are such important parts of our lives don't you think? What comes to your mind when I say the word memory in front of you? Do you think of a loved one? Or perhaps the song memory. How about the memories that you are going to make in the future? Maybe a flashback of your closest friends. Reminisce with me. Remember that one lover's warm smile, loving voice, or the way your lover held you close and how that made you feel? Perhaps feeling him/her so close that you can feel his/her heartbeat racing against yours? Remember the sweetest words he/she said to you or the most hurtful words that sliced through your heart. Remember the biggest lie you ever told? Or the pain you caused by saying the most hurtful thing? Remember the days you spent with a good friend. Crying. Laughing. Do you feel the same way you did before? Reminiscing about the past can make you smile unknowingly or shed tears. Regardless whether it's tears of joy or otherwise. You know how people say that you learn from your mistakes in life? It's experiences that teach us some of the greatest lessons in life and it's the memories in life that you choose to take along in your journey through life that determines the decisions you make. Along that journey, you may lose or gain friends. And it's the decisions you make affected by the past experiences that will make or break you. I don't blame you for the way you feel or the things you said. I'm not angry. I wont lie to you. I was. Then, memories of you and I flooded my mind and I guess right now I'm just sad with the way things turned out. I'm sorry.

KJ....

2008-10-29T12:33:00.000-07:00

Silly KJ edited this photo of me.. *grumble* But I must admit it is kinda funny.. This photo is actually very old. If you look properly, you can even still see the bruises I got from cheer. Man I miss cheer. After SPM. I keep telling myself. Man I'm just gonna fly and break away once SPM is over. Watch me spread my wings and disappear. Muahaha. I have a list of things I wanna do and another list of things on what to shop for *wink* haha. Hurry December for you shall be the month of my year. I just can't wait for Christmas. Can't wait to shop. Can't wait to meet up with old friends (so many!) Can't wait to go back to cheer. Can't wait to sign up for a dance class. Can't wait to meet up with everyone who will be coming back from Aussie, New Zealand, England and so much more. All you people who flew away to study.. Man I miss you guys.

gotta be somebody

2008-10-29T02:12:00.001-07:00

Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

my room...

2008-10-29T01:33:00.000-07:00

good news-
I decorated my door AGAIN. Since the last time I did was 2 years ago and I took it down soon after because it was... ugly. haha.Well this time isn't any much better but I'm just happy that all the little cute adorable thingys have a place to be at. At least now they're not concealed in a box. However, I'm not sure how long it's gonna last cause I just placed it up there with sticky tacks. Note to self. Don't slam door.hahaha.Here's the pictures..

Bad news-
Two of my room lights went out. Why? Why I ask?! Is my room just not meant to be lit? Okay okay. I know I'm acting too dramatic. But hey! My room is dark. And I don't like darkness especially after watching horror movies. Me watching horror movies. haha. Well I hid behind my Roller Coaster Snack packet the whole time. Hahaha.. I cannot watch horror movies. I'm a coward. I admit it! haha. I can only watch horror movies with one person. Gosh.. Old memories coming back weih! haha.

By the way, the tiny lil words there say.
" Lights that went out.. Damn it.. "

Whaaat! I know what you're thinking okay..
Hey it's not my fault I'm no good at computer thingys ok.. I'm technologically challenged =)

to continue "The Story"

2008-10-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

Ng U-Sern wrote at 10:28pm

(and i thought i was out of ideas...look who saved the story...wakakaka)
Underneath the disguise was......Candice!!!!...i thanked her for saving my life from Paris's deadly scarf...and the lame zeroes saved the day for the first time!!!!!!

NEXT EPISODE: LAME-BO the sequel: THEY STRIKE BACK!!!

****drumrolls******....to be continued,...

Candice Lee wrote at 11:15pm

LAME-BO the sequel: THEY STRIKE BACK!!!

The story begins at a secluded island where a little baby named u-sern was born by a couple who was stranded on an island when their airplane crashed. The couple made a home out of a gigantic tree and one day, they discovered that their baby had super skills like doing single handstands push ups and acid spit. Eventually, they also found out that the baby could fly and even had heat vision... But one day, disaster struck when... *dum dum dum*

to be continued....

the never ending story

2008-10-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

Warning, the following story is extremely LAME.

This is the story written by Ng U-sern aka Lame Club President and Candice aka Lame Club Vice President. It all started out when Candice wrote on U-Sern's wall to greet him for his birthday....

To only read the story, read the ones in red but to understand the story and how it started, read the ones in blue

Candice Lee wrote
at 5:52pm on October 19th, 2008

hey u-sern!! BAPPY HIRTHDAY!! Can't wait to see you again. After spm aite? And you wont have to take the bus. I can drive by then *wink* Have you taken the bus lately though? haha... Your first time was so funny... I still remember it clearly. Anyways, you take care and have lots of fun on your birthday k? *loves*

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 8:43pm on October 19th, 2008

hahaha...thanks so much candice!!!hahaha..so far, nope i havent been using the bus yet..but i used it twice in a week after u gave me the bus lesson..and in both trips, i got lost in kl..and weirdly, i dunno how i ended up in putrajaya central once..hahahahah..thanks so much again! hahaha

Candice Lee wrote
at 9:07pm on October 19th, 2008

Haha bus lessons. Putrajaya??? *gasp* You poor thing. How did you manage to get back? You need more bus lessons boy. Hahaha and that will be your birthday pressie from me k? deal? hahaha Gosh I miss you so much tau? So you back cheering? Did you even stop? Gosh I'm so out dated...

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 9:11pm on October 19th, 2008

hahahaha..it was night time and the putrajaya central was like a bit deserted...so kinda panicked but luckily i found an express bus to kl central..though i had to pay extra...hahahah...yea i did take a pmr cheer break thingi...and today was the 1st prac after like so long and im like so weak! haha..they made the strength work like seriously harder...the girls and guys got different strength works la...and my arms are like punctured now...i so have to buck up!! but in the meantime, yea..i need bus lessons.! hahahahaha!

Candice Lee wrote
at 9:16pm on October 19th, 2008

My god you reply so damn fast. Haha well I'd gladly give you lessons. Lesson no.1 go online and search for rapid kl to plan your trip. There's even a number there that you can call. The operator should be nice. haha.. Just ask him/her what bus to take from ______ to _______ . And you're good to go.. You complaining that practice is hectic? Gosh then I think I'll die when I get back. hahaha

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 9:18pm on October 19th, 2008

hahahaha...not hactic la but just tougher...welll, tough stuff gal! hahaha..but its fun also la...hahahaha...omg the bus lessons start...hahahahaha!!!thanks for the tip!!!!!!! hahahaha

Candice Lee wrote
at 9:20pm on October 19th, 2008

I'm serious.. You're ability to reply so quick scares me.. hahaha..

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 10:20pm on October 20th, 2008

haha..ability to reply fast...riiiiiiiiiight...i guess i can fit in to the heroes series then..hahahaha..

Candice Lee wrote
at 1:10am on October 21st, 2008

yea and just for YOU they should probably add ability of being super LAME too.. ahahah

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 11:54am on October 21st, 2008

hahaha..i totally support that! we should create a facebook group on contagious lame-moeba(lame-amoeba) syndrome...! ! the lameness will reproduce quickly through binary fission baby!!!! hahaha! then we can see more of ME in this world!! muahahahahah~coughcough~muahahahahahah!!!!

Candice Lee wrote
at 12:50pm on October 21st, 2008

*gasp* You're lameness is sooooo strong... hahaha You're probably an 11 on the lame-o-meter. Tell u what, u go make up that group and invite me.. You can be the president and I can be the vice. hahahaha

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 2:14pm on October 21st, 2008

woah..! u serious bout that? that would b ultra lame like ultra man ! hahahaha! i think its better not to make a group or bush will b overthrown by muah! hahahaha!

Candice Lee wrote
at 4:44pm on October 21st, 2008

haha more reasons to do it right? Then we shall reign in the name of lame. Muahahaa. Negaraku shall be changed to "I am so lame~..." and Ringgit Malaysia shall be changed to Lame-ness malaysia.

P.s. SIA pls dont take me away.. hahaha

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 11:36pm on October 21st, 2008

omg...i think u're terlalu lame now! that last comment u sent me was ultra lame man!!!!!!!! hahahahaha! by the way its ISA(internal security act) not SIA(security internal act) ! hahahaha! ! !

Candice Lee wrote
at 12:06am yesterday

owh right.. I typed in singapore airlines by mistake.. sorry.. ahahaha but hey my lame-ness made you laugh!! ahhaa

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 12:00am

hahahaha.singapore airlines......it took some time for me to think b4 i got the joke!..hahahah...wow your lame jokes are so advanced!!! hahahaaha
!!!

Candice Lee wrote
at 12:08am

Hahaha that's what you get for talking to the vice president of the lame club.. Why do you think I'm the vice president? ahahaha.....Gosh.. My lameness is getting to me.. argh!

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 12:12am

ahahahahah...i nearly forgot who i was talking to..! hahahah! i've got to raise my standards...my lame jokes must be lamer and much more advanced!! i shall climb the kinabalu and find the one and only guru there...sitting in the mists...shivering....i shall approach him....and pass him a puma sweater! muahahahahah!

Candice Lee wrote
at 12:24am

Yea and the next thing you know, the guru turns out to be *drumrolls*......

Pamela Anderson!!! *dramatic music*

You gasp in disbelief and immediately take back your puma sweater... You should know why *wink* hahaha...

to be continued........(by u-sern aka lame club president..)

love,
Candice aka lame club vice president

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 12:40am

and i took back the sweater and went to the shop where i bought it...i went to the saleswoman...i said...do have xxxl's ? ...the saleswoman replies yes...she took the xxxl sized sweater and showed it to me...i said...'hmmm..that MIGHT fit pam'...then i went back to kinabalu and fought the strong winds...when i reached the top....i showed pam the sweater...she said....thats too big darlin...i said...u sure???...she said...darlin, u hav to admit that u aint no mountain high enough...i said.... but its for u, pam...she said...oh baby THE portugese assets grew 10 inches since u left, sorry darlin, u could giv it to carmen elektra...i said...oh trust me, aint no mountain low enough when it comes to carmen...

to be continued by vice candice...!
warmest regards,
usern ( president L)

Candice Lee wrote
at 1:23am

Carmen then suddenly appear out of the blue ,grabs u and throw you down the cliff laughing hysterically. Your eyes open wide in fear and as you fall down, your life flashes by and you remember the days in Japan which gave you the will power to live. *background music* I will survive hey hey! U-sern then starts doing 5 toe touches with a back tuck and a triple twist. Then you discovered a magic lamp in your pocket *while falling* and you rub the lamp then *poof* a genie appears and you wish to survive the fall. The genie nodded and disappeared. You continue falling and *thud* you fell on top of a tree. Badly injured but alive. *ting* the genie appears and you scold the genie

she says "well u asked to survive the fall, you didnt say anything about not getting injured"

Suddenly in the corner of your eyes, you see a shadow, a really big shadow..........

to be continued by u-sern (lame president)

love,
candice aka lame vice p.

Ng U-Sern wrote
at 3:23pm

.....I looked back...it was like an eclipse...the shadow was coming toward me...bouncing....bouncing....and when it was close to me...i studied it closely...pam: darlin, could u pass me my new silicone assets?...i felt dizzy....and the next thing i knew...i passed out...i woke up...the sound was deafening....i looked around...i was in a black painted room with black stuffed toys scattered everywhere...then i heard, hey hey u u....i got up from the hard,cold floor...i walked towards the black window...i couldn't see anything...the window was too black...i walked towards the door....i used my fingers to feel the door, up and down...finally..i found the black doorknob....i opened the door...and saw avril in the doorway.....

UN-ENDED STORY....

i think we should stop this lameness or the world will b screwed!! hrahahahahahah....
my god....its so freaking lame la....haahahahahha!!!!

Candice Lee wrote
at 12:56am

Avril then took out a gun and shot it at your direction. You were stunned but all of a sudden, like in the movie Wanted the bullet bends and instead of shooting you, it shot Paris Hilton who was standing behind of you trying to kill you with her million dollar scarf. You ran to Avril and gave her a hug to thank her. She gently nudges you off and as if by magic, she peels off her skin and clothes. Underneath the disguise, it was........................to be continued

Yes I'm starting to not be able to tahan out lame-ness..

Randomness

2008-10-22T09:26:00.001-07:00

My new pants =)

Randomness took over...

Dolly in socks... ahhaha

Stretch Dolly!! haha..

Bet she's thinking "I swear if it isn't because they feed me,
I'll be running away"

Aww the comel-ness...

Marry me!

2008-10-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

E-mails...

2008-10-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

I've always thought that forwarded e-mails are seriously annoying. It's so annoying that I have to compare it to something.. Hahaha.. It's like... like.... Stepping on gum and only to discover it after you walk into a fancy-mancy place. So irritating. Esp the chain ones. So ridiculous. But today I got an e-mail which I think is pretty funny not because of the photos but the last part... Here, have a read at it.

Starting off the competition of the
Husband of the year awards
Thehonorable mention are:

The United Kingdom

...followed closely by
The United States of America

and then ................ Poland

but 3rd Place must go to
...........
Greece

it was very very close
but the runner up prize
was awarded to....
............. Serbia

but the winner of the
husband/partner of the year

......is

......... Ireland
Ya gotta love the Irish.

The Irish are true romantics.look, he's even
holding her hand.

Woman hasManin it;
Mrs. hasMr.in it;
Female hasMalein it;
She hasHein it;
Madam hasAdamin it;
No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back betweenthelegs of a woman....
Why?
BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKEHOME

Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now.....
I never looked at it this way before:

Ever notice how all of women's problems start withMEN?

MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist
AND ..
When we have REAL trouble, it's a
HISterectomy.

Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day.

Send this to all the men just to annoy them......

This is it..

2008-10-19T03:59:00.001-07:00

I've had enough of this. Enough of you and enough of the way I'm feeling. That's why I'm leaving and choosing to ignore. I really don't know what sort of mind games are you playing. If you don't want to do anything about it, fine. Then I wont either because I have tried to do something about it but it seems to me that it doesn't make any difference whatsoever. I can't believe I'm saying this. But goodbye because I'm giving up.

17th October 2008

2008-10-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Jamuan was stupid. Enough said.
- We didn't do our full performance because of dumb ol Fadzilah
- We had to listen to stupid speeches before we could eat and let me tell you this. I didn't my have breakfast okay!
-We couldn't sit together.

But all in all we had our own fun =P I'm too lazy to type captions so go figure..

After all that, we went swimming!! Then we got hungry and decided that we could use some KFC in our system... And since we were so hungry, the food tasted extra good..

Random-ness

2008-10-16T10:14:00.000-07:00

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

I'm in deep trouble....

2008-10-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

Owh snap! Performance is tomorrow and I still haven't got all my word right. Shyte! I have to memorise the lyrics and the speech. Owh no... This reminds me so much of the Public Speaking competition. x) DON'T WORRY EVERYBODY. I'LL GET IT DONE.. I hope... I had driving lessons today and this time I'm not as dumb cause I used sunblock! hehehe.. So despite the fact that I look like a roasted pork now, at least I'm not burnt. I found out that driving up the hill isn't as bad as Kai Jin said it would be. You just gotta listen to the engine or feel as if the car just sat. haha.. Now pictures today.. So sad. Well I gotta get back to practice. One more thing....

RACHEL LOOKS EVEN MORE AMAZING THAN SHE DID BEFORE NOW THAT HER BRACES ARE OFF! AND NO. YOU CANNOT MAKE A MOVE ON HER. SHE'S MINE. HAHAHA

will upload picture when I find out who stole my card reader..

In the mean time,take a look at this...

This is what Samsons look like. (We're singing their song)

Just the four of us...

2008-10-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

We wanted to get some clothes for our Form 5 farewell dinner. Not cause we didn't have anything to wear but because the stupiak school insist that we wear something formal, no jeans or anything MENJOLOK MATA. Right now, I feel like JOLOK-ing their mata for making up this stupid thing and not allowing us to wear anything sleeveless. It's ridiculous. That's all I have to say.

We ate at chicken rice shop.. Yummy..

My Dessert

Pai Tee!! Yay

Taugeh HAHA

Yummy BBQ chicken..

My ball....? Haha
You can get this for free if it rains so we did...

Our balls... =)

Quick Mel!! The rain is getting heavier...

She's happy with her ball....

Opening the BALL.

Mel

Mel trying to get the coat on...

The out of focus but very happy Rachel....

On the sidewalk....

We didn't manage to get anything for the dinner but I did get something that got me really broke......
But who said I'm upset about it?

Remember in my previous post I said I wanted a handbag??? I do now... *smirks*

The shiny tag....

The bag that my bag is in...

And hello gorgeous!!
It looks really simple and all I know but that's exactly how I like
my bag...

A bunch of post mixed up all together...

2008-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

October 12th
Went for IT. Don't ask! All in all it wasn't such a good day but nonetheless, there were some really nice and sweet moments. Thanks Kit, Zam and Sam. Notice how all the names are only three letters? Haha. Kit came all the way from Puchong to see me in Pavilion bladdy early in the morning. I'm sorry, I forgot you moved. I owe you big time okay? And yes I will stick to my promises k? *wink* And thanks again for the J.Co doughnuts as well as the super sweet things you do for me like waiting with me till I got in the car and the sweet msg you sent *melts* It sounded so caring (haha) . As for Zam I really don't know what to say since I didn't spend much time with him, only a ride to Sentral and since I was in a bad-ish mood, I was kinda quiet. I'm sorry. As for Sam, I am so so sorry. I really don't know how many more times am I gonna say this. But yea, I feel so bad. Anyways, will make it up to you real soon k? *wink* See! It was a kinda sucky day... Overall rating for the day, I give it a 6 since there were some nice things *grins*

Park royal hotel..

Kit and I

Yummy-ness

October 13th
Slept since 8pm cause I was really tired from the day before since I gotta wake up bladdy early in the morning to get to KL till 6am cause mom was throwing bombs at my indestructible door till I yelled "No school today" *groan* Then I continued sleeping. Tiba-tiba, around 8am i think..Rachel/Cecilia (I can't remember things when I am half awake) called and remind me about our practice for our performance and I said something like "I can't cause no transport" and da da da I went back to sleep. 12.30, Rachel called my house phone, *groans* I gotta get out of bed, wrap the myself around the comforter and go outside to answer the phone. She asked if I wanted to go for performance practice if her mom could fetch and so I said OK. So her mom picked me up and got to her house and the rest shall be explained through photos. Btw, I think that Rachel's expression when she saw me was damn cute cause her eyes lit up and she had the biggest smile. So cute... Had all the fun in the world editing song lyrics...

The walk there......

My dessert.. yummy!

Edmond's new pretty cam which isn't really expensive btw... Ish-ness

CC and I... I look horrible here but my goodness would you look at the size of her eyes!!

Jihn Shuan and his Pokemon cards. HAHAHA!

Mel and CC singing some ancient song..

Kai Jin... Future guitarist of the year *wink*

Rachel is mad... ignore her.. haha

Chel, Mel and CC

Edmond....

I think this is so stupid....

KJ and JS and no they're not gay....
They were trying to get JS out of the room...

Rainbow!! =)

Overall rating for today, 7 cause there was the long walk under the burning hot sun and also tuition.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day...

awww so sweet!!

2008-10-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

After all the teddy's bath

2008-10-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

Now that they smell all nice and clean, They shall get stuffed in the book shelf. Haha. You see, most people keep books in there but make it a teddy home.

so much things to blog about...

2008-10-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

Went shopping today! Yay! Unfortunately there's still many things I want which I haven't gotten. Like the Nike shoe I absolutely love. It's nice and and simple with the Nike print on the side on a white shoe and I really like the colour. It's a soft baby blue. Today, I saw the same model but PURPLE! *gasp* I went crazy!!! BUT no money.ISH-NESS !! I also need a handbag which is smaller since my Roxy one is kinda old and ugly looking. And today, I saw a really cute grey cap at Puma and frankly, it's not that expensive for a Puma. I also need flats which I can't find another one which looks half as good as the ones I saw with Rachel long ago. And I absolutely need to get a camera case and get my camera a screen protector.Owh you know, today I went into Bata and I saw the cutest pair of shoes. It looks like a normal Converse but the colour was absolutely adorable! Not expensive too but they didn't have my size. Curse you small feet!! Okay okay... enough about my never ending shopping list (hehe yes, I happen to know)

Today-kan, Zamil came and picked me up and we headed off to The Curve to get his guinea pig. However we spent most of the time looking for things I needed to get since I'm sobladdy picky. I'm sorry!

First we gotta makan!!

The pretty set of key chains he had given to him by his sister.

Then I discovered a yummy-licious lemonade sold at Cineleisure. It's really good.

Soon after, I got shades!!!! Yay!! I know what you're thinking okay... Doesn't Candice already have like 3 pairs already? Well yes and no okay.. I kinda broke one of it from the previous trip toPangkor.

First of all you have got to see the rejects! hahaha

Zamil...

Me.. haha

And this is it!
It's exactly how I want it. Big shades and with thin temples.

After that I got a bottle of limited edition perfume which smells so so yummy-licious!! Tada~

Apple Blossom!!

The old bottle and the new bottle.... =)

Then we discovered something really cool! Topless slippers!! It's at The Curve and well u simply stick the slipper on your foot and you're good to go. Cool huh.

And that's how you wear it.

The different designs

Then we went to the pet shop and we saw a hyper koo koo hamster doing backflips! haha.. Damn funny, cute and stupid at the same time..

The rest are just fishes..

This fish is damn cute. It's purple and yellow with a very distinctive line seperating the colours.
I call it CELUP. HAHA

Then on the way back to the car, a guy walks up to Zamil and in the most polite manner, he greets Zam, offers a little booklet to him and smiles. Then when we looked at it...... WE BURST INTO LAUGHTER. Atleast I did. See for yourself... hahaha

It would have been funnier if you were there. We spent like 10 mins talking about it. HAHA.

Soon after, we headed to OU hoping to find the Bata shoes I saw in curve but we couldn't find it. So these are photo's of us (mainly me) cam-whoring in the car..

Half way there, somewhere in Subang, we saw this bike. hahaha SO COOL! haha. The plate says CAR. Get it?? haha. I know I'm lame and lifeless ok..

Owh and just to complete the collection, this is apple juice with the receipt stuck on it but this time without anything else since I didn't go with that fella..

Wanna see my passport size photo? haha. I took a photo of my photo.. ahaha

btw. Serena C is butt ugly. And yes I saw her in person. Twice.

You only believe in what you see

2008-10-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

I hate you sometimes. The hate built up in me right now is so overwhelming that you don't know the half of it. You think that when you slam the door or when you raise your voice, you'll get what you want. You think that it'll get you the respect you want. On the contrary, it just made me realize how big of sore loser you are. Calling you a joke is an understatement. I hate arguing with you. Not because I care. It's just because it makes me see how big of a monster you are because you always have to be right and you never want to listen to anyone else but you. It's as if there's a shadow in the back of your head constantly telling you that you're right. The best part is, you don't just do it to me. You do it to everyone that you know wont run away. I don't see you doing that to the rest because you know that they can run and never come back and the thought of that kills you. Isn't that right? I hate the way you exaggerate and make people believe in the wrong thing. Don't you dare say that I'm just a kid and I don't know how to think for myself. I know for a fact that you're nothing but a voice. We both do. Why must you be this way? I'm afraid that I'll become just like you. It scares me. It's one thing to stand up for what you believe in but it's another to reject other people's opinion and hurt them. You don't see it but it doesn't mean that other people doesn't have their own truth. I'm not saying you're wrong. It's just that sometimes you gotta just shut everything down and listen. Heck I know that I'm wrong, but hey! Has it ever occurred to you that it's not just me? Everyone has to patient but there's always a limit. I tried being patient with you but it sometimes feel like you're just testing my patience waiting to see it get ripped in to shreds. Please. Just stop and listen once in a while. Don't just yell stop the moment someone tries to say something. Please don't make me hate you so much.

I finally got something to wear for it...

2008-10-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Chris I found a set of attire which I think is pretty perfect although I haven't figured out which skirt to wear... Anyways, I'll show you the ones I DIDN'T choose..

teddy's out for a tan.

2008-10-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

All my teddys had a bath and these are photos that I took... And just so you know, NOT ALL OF THEM ARE MINE. Most of it belong to my sister....

The empty-ness after they're gone.... *sobs* Pooh and Garfield.. That's barely half of it.. On the line...

On the... thing.. haha..

I saved the best for the last.. The super cute monkey I just couldn't not take a photo of...

What a lovey dovey song... mmmm...

2008-10-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you feelin’ my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me you know i feel it too (yes I do)
So lets sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away(just let the moments hey yeah)
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love

IT??? ARGH!!

2008-10-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so so so nervous over IT. Somebody help me! I need to get clothes for IT !! I need to know what to say for IT!! I have so much work to get done in a short period of time for IT! Argh! Will someone take me out just for a drink so I can get my mind off of it? I'm more worried about IT than I am worried about spm.. And no, it's not surprising..

I'm

worried
nervous
scared
excited
happy
annoyed

I just wanna
have fun
go out
play pool
laugh out loud
have a drink
talk the night away
and laugh some more....

la la la

2008-10-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

This is what I have been singing to lately with help from the owh-so-cute and talented Zaidi on the guitar...

"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my boy's in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does she know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think he has a clue

Well my boy's in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

And yes, I changed the lyrics =)

for IT.

2008-10-08T08:59:00.000-07:00

What to wear for IT???? It's such a formal thing... hmmm.. driving me crazy!! My skirts are either too short or too tight...

The oriental styled black skirt.

The front view but it's a lil inappropriate.

Need I explain why it's inappropriate?
excuse the fatness

lastly.. the gift that I really didn't expect..from..
MINGWEI. haha. Spongebob!!

the IT

2008-10-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

haha everyone is asking me about "IT" since I gotta do some work regarding IT in school. Most people don't know and are curious to find out. Look it's not that I don't wanna tell you. It's just that I really don't think I can make it and telling you people about It would be embarrassing and I'm pretty sure a few of you will laugh. *cough*rachel*cough* That's why I really don't wanna tell you people. Comprende? So stop asking. But if I do make it, I'll blab about IT loudly in my next blog k? And as promised, for those of you that helped me will get a free meal. I sense a few smiles typing that line. You know who you are la k? Love you lots...

whatimissboutyou

2008-10-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

I miss...

yoursmell
yourkiss
yourhand
yourwarmth
youreyes
yourlips
yourkiss
yourarmaroundme
yourhello
yourvoice
yourlegswrappedaroundmine
yourfootundermine
yourear x)
yourhug
yourlaugh
yourjokes
yourfunnyface
yourattentiveness
yourjacket
yourhair
yourhandrunningdownmyhair
you

2008-10-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

Everyone has got a secret side
A winding path up to a door that's open wide
You think you know me but I'm changin' all the time

'Cause if I wanna be sweet
If I wanna be wild

If I wanna cry like a child
If I pick up the world in the palm of my hand
I guess that's just who I am

This is me
Can't ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me

Sometimes life is a confusing thing
And when I talk it seems like no one's listening
Try to be an angel, but I just can't find my wings

'Cause I wanna be sweet
But I wanna be wild
If I wanna find my own style
So, I make a mistake, then I do it again
But I do it the best way that I can

This is me
Can't Ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling Forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me

More than what you see
Finding out who I can be

This is me
Can't Ignore it
Reaching out
Breaking free
Constantly
Falling Forward
Yeah, I'm just goin' for it
This is me...

What to wear to a job interview.

2008-10-05T11:52:00.000-07:00

I looked it up and some of it were DUH! But this one really made me go "owh yea"

One set of earrings only.

And the rest is just things I gotta try to remember which is a duh thing but I something that I might forget...

Empty pockets--no bulges or tinkling coins
Clean, polished conservative shoes
If you wear nail polish (not required), use clear or a conservative color

hmmmm

2008-10-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

notice how whenever you're driving, anyone slower than you is an idiot and anyone faster than you is a maniac?

your eyes spoke

2008-10-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

Just a small gesture and it is capable of making so much changes that it may come across as a surprise to many. It is a form of expression that speaks of our true feelings regardless of how we try to mask it. Nonetheless, some people are capable of holding back these movements that we call body language. To some however, these gestures are so much apart of them that their feelings overflow through their smallest of gestures. Be it a push, a pull or even a glare, the true meaning behind the whole picture can reveal the true colours of a person. They might choose to look away, they might even choose to pretend or perhaps choose to act away their feelings. However, some of us tend to notice. Don't you dare say that my mind wandered off too far. I am very sure for that very moment of the day, you felt it deep within your heart and the hurt bloomed like a rose in spring. I must admit that throughout the entire time, your act was pretty convincing but it was that one tiny gesture. That one tiny look in your eyes betrayed you my dear. Yes, I know that body language can be faked but I also know that eyes are very bad liars. Especially yours. Did it felt like the rose bloomed so fast that all the blood flowing to your heart all of a sudden just stopped that it made your heart skip a beat? Did it make you want to just go in a room to let it all come back even if it takes only a moment? And then what? You walk out. You walk out as if nothing happened and that's what I meant by faking your body language. I hope that when you sit quietly alone in your car tonight with the ringing silence in your ear, you will reminisce about that very moment. Goodnight my love.

Joshy's party

2008-10-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

Cat-napping....

Poor thing..

Josh and I

Hang...

Josh with the presents from Sam and I

A lefty dessert fork and a WARNING SIGN.... hehehe

Hang... haha. don't kill me...

Sam and Sanjay

Me and Esther..

The view. haha.

Sam and I

Hang, Sam, Me and Esther...

The yummy spaghetti sauce.... mmmmm.

Peng Hooi, Kok Sheong with Josh and MunChun's body...

The rest of them working hard while Mun Chun just stands there
and look pretty...

Josh is HOT. hahaha

The lamb...

Sam FLASHING Josh's cat

Look at his smile. so goofy

His hands were so moving so bladdy fast, the picture is a blur

Ouch. the dented car

Sam and Can? hahaha

Kitty wants to bbq too

Prepare yourself

For lamb! Yummy-ness

Sorry the pictures are not in order...

I just wanna cam-whore

2008-10-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

WHAT WOULD I LOOK LIKE IF I HAD SHORT HAIR...

today....

2008-10-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

I think today was quite cool. What you all know is that on my birthday I went to have dinner with my family. But what you don't know is that at Italiannies, the waiters made me stand on the chair and make a speech with the pepper grinder thingy. I could choose between table and singing but I didn't want to break any of their furniture and I definitely didn't want to break any glasses ( there was lots of glass at that time ok) So after that, the bunch of waiters sang to me. Aww so sweet and let me tell you this. One of the guy could sing really well and he was super nice. So my point is, I went to carrefour today and I saw him and he remembers me! Despite the fact that on my birthday, there was like what? 5? 6? other tables celebrating there as well. See! I told you people like getting jiggy on beginning/end of the year x) So the moral of the story is, dont get jiggy on the beginning/end of the year =)

John Mayer

2008-10-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

My baby sweetheart John M. Argh!!! I'm so madly in love with him that my words are slurring.. If you know me well enough, you should know that don't fancy the idea of CWS (celebrity worship syndrome) But my owh my, John M got me soooooooo captivated I could marry him regardless of anything in the world... Okay okay.. I'll stop. (wipes drool) I am so in love with his guitar! Calling it a beauty would be an understatement. Even a picture of it would satisfy me. Man! I'm so addicted. Watch this..

bappy hirthday to jeremy!

2008-09-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jeremy Lee. (my big bro)

making his wish..

His adorable wife, my sister in law, Chris

How cute?!

Dada, Jeremy and Mama

Our dinner...

The secret recipe chocolate moist cake. yum!

All lit up.. Btw it's 27 not 36..

The beautiful cake...

Jeremy!! Bappy Hirthday!!

black

2008-09-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

Whenever I write about something sad, I'd use a black pen. Whenever I see the disappointment in you eyes when you refuse to look at me, I feel sad. When I was a kid, I would ignore it because I didn't understand but now that I do, I have to say that it hurts real bad. It hurts to know that you love her more. It hurts to know that she's your favourite. You can be so cold and it's not that you can't express your feelings. You tend to do it so well with her. I'm sorry I can't be as perfect as her and I'm sorry I can't even be half as good as she can be. Do you know that it's been years since I've heard you say I love you? Do you know that the last time you called just to say hi was years ago? And yet, you can dedicate your Sunday mornings to her every week without fail. She's separated from you a few thousand miles away and I'm right in front of you and yet all you can see is her. On the other hand, my flaws are just like a magnifying glass to exactly how perfect she is. It's not your fault. Not at all. Because I'm the cause of all the problems and I'm the culprit of everything bad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that my mistakes are so bad that you can't even find it in your heart to forgive me. I'm sorry that my flaws are so screwed up that you can't even stand listening to my explanation. I know I'm lucky that I've got you, I know that there's tons of people out there who are even more ignorant. But if you can love her so much, can't you love me just a little bit more?

Daddy, I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

Because I choose to let it burn away..

My baby

2008-09-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

My Dolly was sick. =( But nothing cheese and ice cubes can't fix. Now as I'm typing this, she's
sleeping in front of my door. Every morning, she waits for me there and I find it so precious. Occasionally, she knocks on my door too. How? She scratches herself with her foot and bangs on the door. haha. It sounds like someone is really knocking on my door with a fist but once I look under the door and see her fur I'd know it's her. Just now she had hiccups and boy was it cute! It sounded like bubbles popping. Seriously! No joke! And I just love the way she sits in front of you and look at you with her cute puppy dog eyes when you're eating something. I can't stand the way she runs up the stairs. It's so adorable the way she kicks with her back leg just like a little bunny. It just makes you wanna pick her up and cuddle her so badly. Whenever she finishes her "business" in the toilet, she runs out and dances in front of me cause she knows she's going to get her treats. I really don't know what am I gonna do if anything is going to happen to her. I love my baby.

bappy hirthday to me

2008-09-28T23:38:00.001-07:00

It was sort of a roller coaster ride on that day. I was actually thinking twice of posting up anything about it. But we shall ignore the sad part and just stick to the good ones aite? To Chel, Mel, Kj, Yt and of course Kevin. Thank you so much for making it memorable. I had so much fun, laughter and not forgetting SURPRISES. From skating to pool and everything in between. Thanks for the gifts AND YES I LOVE IT! Aiswarya couldn't make it but she did make it up by baking me a homemade chocolate cake. She had it for her birthday once and remember me telling her how much I loved it so she got it for me. All of you have been with me through tebal and nipis and I love all you ppl till death. Not forgetting as well, Sam who came immediately when I called him. (the gang had to leave early and my family wasn't there yet) He is such a sweetheart. Now pictures shall do the talking.

The cake from Aiswarya! CHOCOLATE! Homemade!

The cake is in there!! Thx Aiswarya. I heart you.

And this WAS the cake, so beautiful and untouched.
Well that's all history now. =)

To explain exactly how delicious the cake was, this is our expressions to let you have a rough idea.

Pictures in pyramid.

Mel and I.

YT, Me, Mel, KJ and Chel.

Yt, Kj, Kevin, Mel and Chel.

Just us friends

OCAD

The boys and I

The girls.

A chapter Mel and Chel

Earthquaking Mel and Chel

Because it caught our attention

Cause Mel was the only one that fits the height.

Silly girl. So cute!

And that's me.

POOL.

Kevin

Mel and Kevin

Chel and I

Me and Mel

Kj teaching Chel

Chel's shot

Kj taking an aim while Mel laughs

Mel acting stupid

The gang had to leave early so Sam and I met up for Starbucks.

Our drinks.

Later that night, I met up with the family and headed for Italiannies. Yea baby!

Pizza.

Grilled chicken

Cake? haha

Italiannies? haha

Dear you

2008-09-26T09:10:00.001-07:00

Trying to talk to you would be pointless. Whether I'm trying to impress or fight back, it'll just end ugly either way. My effort to make things better never works. Without the paint and costume, at the end of the day when I lay on my bed, that's the only moment where I can express myself without boundaries. When I'm around you I feel tied down. Wont you let me go already?

I FEEL SO LOVED!

2008-09-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO LOVED! If you don't know, my birthday is tomorrow! So what happened was me and my friends are planning out go out on tomorrow (26092008) That day will be dedicated to purely to ice skating only. Weeee~ Can't wait. And on Sat we're gonna go somewhere (don't know where) Just to have fun la... When I told my mom just now, she was like "What?! I planned a dinner and told everyone and you plan something else?!" and I said "Well you didn't tell ME" then she said "it's suppose to be a surprise!" and I kept quiet. So you see, I'm kinda torn. Then I asked her, "Where will the dinner be at?" She said "Italiannis" (that how you spell it?) and I was soooooo happy. HEHE. She remembered me saying that I loved the food there. So I asked her which italiannis does she plan to go to and what time then she said 7pm at Subang. I thought GREAT! all in one place. Fuh! problem solved. After that, Mel msgd me saying that her mom can fetch us there instead of us taking the cab. Yay! I FEEL SO LOVED! AW YEA! haha. And on sunday I'm going for my amali thingy. Argh so much to get done. FYI tomorrow is the last day of trials! yay! Now I'm off to watch THE NANNY!

I wonder if there's anyone else that remembers? Will you celebrate with me?

I cannot wait for tomorrow!!!

yay!

2008-09-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

Monday was quite good.

I FINALLY got my cert.

I had yummy-licious BARBECUE STEAMBOAT!
(and on my way home discovered that my nearby house, there's BBQ steamboat too!) -now i know.....

BACON!

BACON AND TAIWANESE SAUSAGE!

yes that's how small it is

some sort of damn good meat thing la.

the truck

Because we wanted to BBQ it ourselves. It was fun haha..

Had a huge cup of sea coconut ( not really good though)

notice how the cigarette box isn't there anymore?

I played pool.

Had mud pie ice cream! -chocolate

Cats!

2008-09-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

pictures say a thousand words

2008-09-21T07:16:00.001-07:00

What candice think about snakes?

What candice think about cheer?

What candice thinks about john m?

What candice thinks about candice studying?

What candice thinks about chocolate?

What candice thinks about peas?

What candice thinks about shopping?

What candice thinks about madonna?

What candice thinks about love?

Who candice thinks should copy and do this?

warning! fugly content!

2008-09-21T07:09:00.001-07:00

pineapple smoothie!

2008-09-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

I miss the strawberry smoothie at OU!!! So what happened today was I had pineapple, ice and a blender. wala! pineapple smoothie. Shall try something else tomorrow. So watch out supermarket! Candice gonna do some shopping! So here are pictures of the smoothie inclusive of picture I took when I couldn't sleep.

The blender. Duh~

Pineapple? Double duh~

Owh and if you're wondering how it turned out. I don't have the picture cause it's just yellowish water. So yea. But it's quite nice, minus the foam on top.

can't sleep. AGAIN.

2008-09-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

You gotta be kidding me. The funny thing is I didn't even take a nap in the afternoon you know. Gosh.. at least last night I had Cecilia to torment. Today, not so much. Last night I was hyper, and today I'm just plain annoyed. It got me thinking. I miss cheer! I miss STUNTING and dancing and jumping (okay maybe not so much of that) But you get what I mean la.. I miss cheer but now I'm so bladdy karated. Don't think I can even do a proper split no more. Argh gotta RE-TRAIN everything from scratch. So annoying. And it's not like I'm super strong or am super light. Gotta train my balances and jumps and stunts and dance! Thinking about it alone is annoying enough. Bah! I have Chem in 4 hours and I don't know nuts. I HATE CHEMISTRY. Bio is okay la... But hard to score. My life sucks at this point. To make matters worse, the bladdy people that owe me money is delaying my pay AGAIN. For like the what? The millionth time?

26 sept

2008-09-17T08:42:00.001-07:00

September 26 is the 269th day of the year (270th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. There are 96 days remaining until the end of the year. And there's nine more days...

cant sleep

2008-09-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep, I'm bored and I have bio exams in a few hours. I'm getting hyped up la.... shit.. and trust me... That's the last thing anyone wants. So a friend suggested getting milk and since I don't have any NOW, I shall look up the net for miraculous ways of falling asleep. *dum dum dum*

So I googled "miraculous ways for falling asleep"

These are the results..

Some mambo jumbo came up and a few made me giggle... So I only took those

2. If you can't fall asleep within 20 minutes, get up and do something boring until you feel sleepy.

Sit quietly in the dark or read the warranty on your refrigerator.

warranty of the fridge? Man you've gotta be really desperate to do that huh?

do relaxation exercises.

Relaxing exercises ey? hmmm.. *raises both eyebrow repetitively*

too bad....

Aiyo.. somebody save me!!!

cheer vid

2008-09-16T11:07:00.001-07:00

cool cheer vid from u sern

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGWynZvREFc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4RvABFgJUs

funny!

2008-09-16T11:04:00.000-07:00

Something to make you laugh your ass off. But honestly I don't know which is funnier. The dance or the lyrics. Owh God, my cheek hurts.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtJRNyPK-lc

Thanks u sern

Argh so cute!!

2008-09-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

Answering Machine Jokes.

2008-09-16T10:38:00.000-07:00

Answering machine message 29
Thank you for calling 217-2962. If you wish to speak to Tim, push 1 on your touch tone phone now. If you wish to speak to Lynn, push 2 on your touch tone phone now. If you have a wrong number, push 3 on your touch tone phone now. All of this button pushing doesn't do anything, but it is a good way to work off anger, and it makes us feel like we have a big time phone system.

Answering machine message 15
Hi! John's answering machine is broken. This is his refrigerator. Please speak very slowly, and I'll stick your message to myself with one of these magnets.

Answering machine message 36
Start, low pitch, slow: Hhhhheeelllllloooooo thheeeerrrrrrre evvvvveerrrryyyboooodyyyy... Middle, normal: ...home of Veronica, Jaw-Chyi, Mark, and Mike. Nobody's home... Later, high pitch, fast: ...liketoleaveamessageafterthetonethen... End, incomprehensible chipmunk gibberish: ...kkfjdkeirucjkljfklreudjfkleqBEEP

(you gotta try reading it out loud then it's funnier)

Answering machine message 12
Hello. I'm David's answering machine. What are you?

Answering machine message 168
The number you have reached, 226-0477, has been changed. The new number is 226-0477. (Yes, same number.) Please make a note of it.

Answering machine message 170
Please leave a tone after the message.

Answering machine message 256
(For Shakespeare lovers only:)
So long as phones can ring and eyes can see,
So leave a message, and I'll get back to thee.

Answering machine message 156
Hi, I'm not home because I've gone on a BLOODY RAMPAGE! When I get home, and CLEAN OFF THE BLOOD, I'll be sure to give you a call. If I haven't ALREADY COME OVER, that is. (Coughing loony laughter.)

replying cc's blog

2008-09-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

love is when a guy tears up as he proposes to you