tick tock tick tock

Waiting for an answer is frustrating. If you know what are the results then that's still isn't as annoying. The worst feeling is when you don't know what to expect. Having confidence in things may send your hopes sky high but then if it doesn't turn out the way you want it to be, then falling back down to earth is gonna be a long way down and most definitely a hard crash. On the other hand, having too little confidence is just gonna bring you down and make you give up. And you know what they say, "giving up is worse than losing". So what am I to do? Keep a perfect balance in things you say? Well it's much more easier said than done.

i love you girls so much

Today is screwed up. It was problems after problems. Screw Padma. Seriously, she doesnt deserve my respect. I despise her. And she calls herself a teacher. Pfft!

And today, AGAIN. Pn.Norazlina has gain a whole new level of respect from me. She rocks!

Enough about teachers, now it's respect and credit time for my darlings,soulmates,chicas,love of my life,dearys and most importantly MY BEST FRIENDS. They've stuck to me through the best and worst of times.

They get angry when I tell them my sad case story. They tell me when I have something on my skirt. They ignore my messy room with undergarments everywhere. They understand how my parents are. They support me. They listen to me. They care for me. They laugh with me. They cry with me. They enjoy watching me annoy the crap out of Pn.Lamma-K. They get high with me on tea. They crap with me. They make lame jokes with me. They make me smile when I had a bad day. They hug me when I need it. They help me copy my work when I can't finish them in time. They ponteng with me. They protect me. They spoil me with food. They share with me. They understand me. They listen to me whine. They cam-whore with me. They slap me with the truth every once in a while. and most importantly THEY LOVE ME!!

you know who you are =)

iloveyou

again

Gah, I hate this. Its like having to go through all of it all over again. I've had enough of this. everything seems so familiar. Even the roles of the people are the same. Only difference is that the people now go by different names. Yet again, I am the main character. It's like there's a script or something. The worst part of the whole thing is, even though it is owh-so-familiar, I still cant point out what will happen next. Maybe its just that i have a slight glimpse of hope (silly me, I know) but hey, I'm only human, I'm only a girl. Seriously, it's just back to square one AGAIN! It wouldn't be as bad if..... if.... *sigh* I don't even know what could possibly make it better. I guess I kinda have to say this


"Candice, you asked for it yourself. The only reason this is happening is cause you made it this way."

I wasn't trying to by the way. I wasn't trying to use the same script.