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Friday, October 31, 2008

Librarian Jamuan



And no, I still haven't found a word to replace "Jamuan". I woke up today, went to Rachel's house. We waited IMPATIENTLY for Melody and KJ to arrive. We were chatting and laughing like monkeys on a tickling spree and then we went for breakfast at Sri Mayuri. Boy we couldn't stop laughing. The whole time we were together, nobody could shut up and I laughed so hard, my tummy felt like it was gonna explode. Man I love you guys..


Without the vest


This is what being a librarian is all about...
looking like a brinjal...


Chel, Me and Mel..

Aw so lovable...

Don't they look like they're posing?? haha..


We rarely go to school in our uniforms.. haha..


So that's why we're shocked...


Mel's so short, she's the only one who can stand there..


HOW CUTE??!!



cupcakes.. homemade I think.. Pretty good..

Mel going crazy for cupcakes..




mel wanting us to join her in the photo..


Pn.Shahrul..





Edmond with his anugerah PSS paling "bekerjasama" haha


Nobody even invited her into the picture and she just barged in.. tsk tsk...

Mel trying to FIT IN the picture vertically speaking...
Mel
Me...



Thursday, October 30, 2008

kit asked.

Conversation on MSN.

kit says:
well, let me give u something to think about before u sleep

kit says:
up for it?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
what?

kit says:
a baseball bat and a ball cost 1.10 for both

kit says:
the bat is 1 bucks more expensive than the ball, how much is the ball?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
10 cents?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
let me guess.. that's the wrong answer?

kit says:
well, at least u know thats not the correct answer

kit says:
think again gurl

.candice. needs to shut up says:
1.10?

kit says:
both is 1.10

kit says:
how much is the ball?

.candice. needs to shut up says:
1.10?

kit says:
er..no

kit says:
think about it

kit says:
use that brain of yours

kit says:
u have one

kit says:
=)

.candice. needs to shut up says:
do u even know the answeR?


there was no reply and I was sleepy. So YOU. Use your brain and help me think. haha. Then I'll ask him and see if you got the right answer... Ta for now.. I NEED to sleep..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

memories

Memories are such important parts of our lives don't you think? What comes to your mind when I say the word memory in front of you? Do you think of a loved one? Or perhaps the song memory. How about the memories that you are going to make in the future? Maybe a flashback of your closest friends. Reminisce with me. Remember that one lover's warm smile, loving voice, or the way your lover held you close and how that made you feel? Perhaps feeling him/her so close that you can feel his/her heartbeat racing against yours? Remember the sweetest words he/she said to you or the most hurtful words that sliced through your heart. Remember the biggest lie you ever told? Or the pain you caused by saying the most hurtful thing? Remember the days you spent with a good friend. Crying. Laughing. Do you feel the same way you did before? Reminiscing about the past can make you smile unknowingly or shed tears. Regardless whether it's tears of joy or otherwise. You know how people say that you learn from your mistakes in life? It's experiences that teach us some of the greatest lessons in life and it's the memories in life that you choose to take along in your journey through life that determines the decisions you make. Along that journey, you may lose or gain friends. And it's the decisions you make affected by the past experiences that will make or break you. I don't blame you for the way you feel or the things you said. I'm not angry. I wont lie to you. I was. Then, memories of you and I flooded my mind and I guess right now I'm just sad with the way things turned out. I'm sorry.

KJ....


Silly KJ edited this photo of me.. *grumble* But I must admit it is kinda funny.. This photo is actually very old. If you look properly, you can even still see the bruises I got from cheer. Man I miss cheer. After SPM. I keep telling myself. Man I'm just gonna fly and break away once SPM is over. Watch me spread my wings and disappear. Muahaha. I have a list of things I wanna do and another list of things on what to shop for *wink* haha. Hurry December for you shall be the month of my year. I just can't wait for Christmas. Can't wait to shop. Can't wait to meet up with old friends (so many!) Can't wait to go back to cheer. Can't wait to sign up for a dance class. Can't wait to meet up with everyone who will be coming back from Aussie, New Zealand, England and so much more. All you people who flew away to study.. Man I miss you guys.

gotta be somebody

Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

my room...

good news-
I decorated my door AGAIN. Since the last time I did was 2 years ago and I took it down soon after because it was... ugly. haha.Well this time isn't any much better but I'm just happy that all the little cute adorable thingys have a place to be at. At least now they're not concealed in a box. However, I'm not sure how long it's gonna last cause I just placed it up there with sticky tacks. Note to self. Don't slam door.hahaha.Here's the pictures..







Bad news-
Two of my room lights went out. Why? Why I ask?! Is my room just not meant to be lit? Okay okay. I know I'm acting too dramatic. But hey! My room is dark. And I don't like darkness especially after watching horror movies. Me watching horror movies. haha. Well I hid behind my Roller Coaster Snack packet the whole time. Hahaha.. I cannot watch horror movies. I'm a coward. I admit it! haha. I can only watch horror movies with one person. Gosh.. Old memories coming back weih! haha.

By the way, the tiny lil words there say.
" Lights that went out.. Damn it.. "
Whaaat! I know what you're thinking okay..
Hey it's not my fault I'm no good at computer thingys ok.. I'm technologically challenged =)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Randomness

My new pants =)



Randomness took over...

Dolly in socks... ahhaha
Stretch Dolly!! haha..

Bet she's thinking "I swear if it isn't because they feed me,
I'll be running away"


Aww the comel-ness...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Marry me!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

E-mails...

I've always thought that forwarded e-mails are seriously annoying. It's so annoying that I have to compare it to something.. Hahaha.. It's like... like.... Stepping on gum and only to discover it after you walk into a fancy-mancy place. So irritating. Esp the chain ones. So ridiculous. But today I got an e-mail which I think is pretty funny not because of the photos but the last part... Here, have a read at it.

Starting off the competition of the
Husband of the year awards

The
honorable mention are:


The United Kingdom



...followed closely by
The United States of America



and then ................ Poland




but 3rd Place must go to

...........

Greece






it was very very close
but the runner up prize
was awarded to....
............. Serbia



but the winner of the
husband/partner of the year

......is


......... Ireland
Ya gotta love the Irish.



The Irish are true romantics.look, he's even
holding her hand.






Woman hasManin it;
Mrs. has
Mr.in it;
Female has
Malein it;
She has
Hein it;
Madam has
Adamin it;
No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back betweenthelegs of a woman....
Why?
BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE
HOME


Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now.....
I never looked at it this way before:



Ever notice how all of women's problems start with
MEN?


MEN
tal illness
MEN
strual cramps
MEN
tal breakdown
MEN
opause
GUY
necologist
AND ..

When we have REAL trouble, it's a

HIS
terectomy.





Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day.


Send this to all the men just to annoy them
......

This is it..

I've had enough of this. Enough of you and enough of the way I'm feeling. That's why I'm leaving and choosing to ignore. I really don't know what sort of mind games are you playing. If you don't want to do anything about it, fine. Then I wont either because I have tried to do something about it but it seems to me that it doesn't make any difference whatsoever. I can't believe I'm saying this. But goodbye because I'm giving up.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

17th October 2008

Jamuan was stupid. Enough said.
- We didn't do our full performance because of dumb ol Fadzilah

- We had to listen to stupid speeches before we could eat and let me tell you this. I didn't my have breakfast okay!

-We couldn't sit together.


But all in all we had our own fun =P I'm too lazy to type captions so go figure..






















After all that, we went swimming!! Then we got hungry and decided that we could use some KFC in our system... And since we were so hungry, the food tasted extra good..