bappy hirthday to jeremy!

Happy Birthday Jeremy Lee. (my big bro)

making his wish..

His adorable wife, my sister in law, Chris

How cute?!

Dada, Jeremy and Mama

Our dinner...

The secret recipe chocolate moist cake. yum!

All lit up.. Btw it's 27 not 36..

The beautiful cake...

Jeremy!! Bappy Hirthday!!

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Whenever I write about something sad, I'd use a black pen. Whenever I see the disappointment in you eyes when you refuse to look at me, I feel sad. When I was a kid, I would ignore it because I didn't understand but now that I do, I have to say that it hurts real bad. It hurts to know that you love her more. It hurts to know that she's your favourite. You can be so cold and it's not that you can't express your feelings. You tend to do it so well with her. I'm sorry I can't be as perfect as her and I'm sorry I can't even be half as good as she can be. Do you know that it's been years since I've heard you say I love you? Do you know that the last time you called just to say hi was years ago? And yet, you can dedicate your Sunday mornings to her every week without fail. She's separated from you a few thousand miles away and I'm right in front of you and yet all you can see is her. On the other hand, my flaws are just like a magnifying glass to exactly how perfect she is. It's not your fault. Not at all. Because I'm the cause of all the problems and I'm the culprit of everything bad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that my mistakes are so bad that you can't even find it in your heart to forgive me. I'm sorry that my flaws are so screwed up that you can't even stand listening to my explanation. I know I'm lucky that I've got you, I know that there's tons of people out there who are even more ignorant. But if you can love her so much, can't you love me just a little bit more?

Daddy, I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

Because I choose to let it burn away..

My baby

My Dolly was sick. =( But nothing cheese and ice cubes can't fix. Now as I'm typing this, she's
sleeping in front of my door. Every morning, she waits for me there and I find it so precious. Occasionally, she knocks on my door too. How? She scratches herself with her foot and bangs on the door. haha. It sounds like someone is really knocking on my door with a fist but once I look under the door and see her fur I'd know it's her. Just now she had hiccups and boy was it cute! It sounded like bubbles popping. Seriously! No joke! And I just love the way she sits in front of you and look at you with her cute puppy dog eyes when you're eating something. I can't stand the way she runs up the stairs. It's so adorable the way she kicks with her back leg just like a little bunny. It just makes you wanna pick her up and cuddle her so badly. Whenever she finishes her "business" in the toilet, she runs out and dances in front of me cause she knows she's going to get her treats. I really don't know what am I gonna do if anything is going to happen to her. I love my baby.

bappy hirthday to me

It was sort of a roller coaster ride on that day. I was actually thinking twice of posting up anything about it. But we shall ignore the sad part and just stick to the good ones aite? To Chel, Mel, Kj, Yt and of course Kevin. Thank you so much for making it memorable. I had so much fun, laughter and not forgetting SURPRISES. From skating to pool and everything in between. Thanks for the gifts AND YES I LOVE IT! Aiswarya couldn't make it but she did make it up by baking me a homemade chocolate cake. She had it for her birthday once and remember me telling her how much I loved it so she got it for me. All of you have been with me through tebal and nipis and I love all you ppl till death. Not forgetting as well, Sam who came immediately when I called him. (the gang had to leave early and my family wasn't there yet) He is such a sweetheart. Now pictures shall do the talking.

The cake from Aiswarya! CHOCOLATE! Homemade!

The cake is in there!! Thx Aiswarya. I heart you.

And this WAS the cake, so beautiful and untouched.
Well that's all history now. =)

To explain exactly how delicious the cake was, this is our expressions to let you have a rough idea.

Pictures in pyramid.

Mel and I.

YT, Me, Mel, KJ and Chel.

Yt, Kj, Kevin, Mel and Chel.

Just us friends

OCAD

The boys and I

The girls.

A chapter Mel and Chel

Earthquaking Mel and Chel

Because it caught our attention

Cause Mel was the only one that fits the height.

Silly girl. So cute!


And that's me.

POOL.

Kevin

Mel and Kevin

Chel and I


Me and Mel

Kj teaching Chel

Chel's shot

Kj taking an aim while Mel laughs

Mel acting stupid

The gang had to leave early so Sam and I met up for Starbucks.

Our drinks.

Later that night, I met up with the family and headed for Italiannies. Yea baby!

Pizza.

Grilled chicken

Cake? haha

Italiannies? haha